“Until man can experience on the mental level that which exists on the physical level, he will be bound to the physical.” – John Whitman Ray
This is a quote found in a book called Body Electronics by Douglas Morrison, who worked under John W. Ray. He taught and healed under the discoveries of his time and study, within the I AM Movement.
I find Energy Medicine extremely interesting in relation to both Hermetics and Gnostic teaching. (Please review the Sources at the bottom of this post for more information). As well as the Law of One channeled material from Ra. It wasn’t really until I started understanding my own inner world that I was able to know how it related to my interests in Psychology and the Body-Mind.
When I started to dream again I was excited because I have been so out of touch with myself. When I began to breach my unconscious intuition and visions. I really started to wonder who else I could look to. How can I tell the difference between the imaginary and the inner reality inside my own mental world? Not wanting to look crazy, I took up psychology again in light of energy and emotional science.
I found a book called Inner Work: Using Dreams & Active Imagination for Personal Growth, which is based on the work of Carl Jung. I have always prefered his side of things, and the idea of Archetypes. Since I have studied and followed Astrology for 14 years, I have come to know and explore the archetypes and see them in others easily. I attune to peoples energy (as an empath) and to a detriment – within myself. I have been able to recognize how I embody nearly all of the archetypes.
Dark Night of the Soul: Am I Crazy?
In fact, several months before my awakening and DKOTS, I actually called Vicky and showed her a list of my Personality Types in 2018. I asked, “Am I crazy? Bipolar? What is this?” As she has worked in the medical field and in hospitals, she assured me as a new mother and passionate person, that this was natural. And the fact that I’m realizing these different qualities is actually quite healthy as I persued interests in Mindfulness and Organization. Remember how this all started with me purging my belongings, and folding some clothes?
About a month into my healing mission I was able to begin to face my Shadow and slay some of my own inner demons. I really had to face some hard truth, and escape and release some haunting memories and visions from my past. Turns out my practice in cutting cords, and going back in time to forgive memories, was my key out of the shadowy realms of the deep Abyss.
Actually, these all turned up in the same week after that too:
- I found that the scientific term for DKOTS was a Existential Crisis.
- I learned that I wasn’t a liar or manipulator, but accepted and forgive my Confabulations (the actual term for what i did).
- And finally, that the Dragon Spirit within was in fact my Kundalini energy rising up and activating my higher chakras.
- Later I would also understand the Qabala and the seperation of the Abyss.
Those deeper realms are as real to me as this reality.
Escaping my own inner version of darkness was the deepest layers of my Root Chakra being shed, the shackles that bound me being broken as i arose to the surface. This lead to energy rising and connecting with my Sacral and Solar Chakras. As I worked within my mind and body daily, I have been able to awaken and energize all of my chakras and my mission now is to balance out these energies so that I’m not too far in the sky, or so grounded that I fall asleep.
“THE ALL is MIND; The Universe is Mental.”
— The Kybalion.
I tell you this experience now, because I think it’s relevant to understanding your own Solar Plexus in terms of identity, power, and presence. Each of us will go through our own experiences of life and undiniable synchronicity of the patterns and programs in your oife become seen. Not one of us shares the same path, the same presence, or same inner world. Though we are all very entangled to each other in the micro world, and entangled with everything macro. Understanding someone elses experience won’t give you any answers to your own truth or knowing. But I hope that it encourages you in a way that you Know You Can Do It Yourself. That you already have all your own answers.
The problem is, most of us aren’t asking ourself questions.
In other worlds, most of us are still bound to the physical world.
Body Electronics by Douglas Morrison, 1993 | BUY https://amzn.to/2olW1nB
Energy Medicine: Balancing Your Body’s Energies for Optimal Health, Joy, and Vitality by Donna Eden | BUY https://amzn.to/2XmP990
Inner Work: Using Dreams & Active Imagination for Personal Growth by by Robert A. Johnson | BUY https://amzn.to/2O3IGLh
Emerald Tablets of Thoth | READ https://www.sacred-texts.com/alc/emerald.htm
Kybalion | PDF http://www.kybalion.org/kybalion.php
Law of One | https://www.lawofone.info/
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